here i go again writing just because i need to write and having no idea what to say. i have some political things spinning around in my head. if you ever want to read those, they're on www.veritableobservations.blogspot.com . I put them over there because not everybody wants to read about political stuff, and not everybody wants to read my personal ramblings. james has had to go to work early every day this week, and for some wonderful reason, i have easily waken up with him every day except monday. i have had a very good week. i have listened to one recorded message which was very good. and i have spent more time in prayer than i have in a very long time. those are signs of breakthrough, i think. on the flip side, for all of my wakefulness, i have had a horrible time getting anything done. today, i went in my bedroom at least three times, with the intent that i would pick up some dirty clothes on the floor, and every time came out having done something else - but not picke...
Today was a weird day. Something had both mine and hubby's tummies doing flips most of the the middle of the day. So we made a few very sad attempts at productivity, which resulted in not a lot. I finally surrendered to seeing if a nap would help. It sort of did. I napped for 3 hours or something this afternoon - then got up, feeling somewhat better - made dinner, fed the ..... everything, and now here i am, feeling substantially better than before but not yet as well as well should be. Since there was so much sleep and flipping bellies today, hubby and i have plans to stay up and watch Julie and Julia at 11pm. We're ridiculous, i know. This evening, when i checked on my broodies, i listened and heard one of the soon-to-hatch eggs cheaping at me, so we might have a baby or two in the morning. New life is nice. Tomorrow marks the end of my kidless week, so there is scheduled to be a good deal more life around here next week again - in the form of small hu...
Before i say anything, i want to say that what i am about to say is not meant to be a slight or an insult toward anyone in the whole world. Here goes... Today is Mother's Day. I have always loved Mother's Day because it is a great time for me to give special shout-outs to one of my absolute favorite people in the universe, my mom. The impact that my mom has had on my life is profound. But i'll get all gushy and snotty nosed if i go into that right now, so i'll forego for the time being. In recent years, Mother's Day has taken on a throbbing pain sort of element for me, as i am advancing on my mid-forties and am childless, and as my husband's mother has gone from this life to the next. But this is about me, not her. Not right now anyway. Really wonderful, nice, kind, people don't want you to feel left out about anything. So when you're not actually a mom, and Mother's Day rolls around, and they want to be able to tell you, "Happy...
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